This New Year’s Eve brings about conflicting feelings of joy and excitement, as well as worries and anxiety for the future and what 2021 holds in store for us. Good riddance to 2020? Will things finally get better? Is the nightmare only beginning? Or is everything under control? We are undecided, overwhelmed, hopeful, and hopeless all at once! And what better way to express it all if not through the controversial and treasured Egyptian star, Fifi Abdou! We bring you memes and photos that say everything we’re all thinking and feeling one way or another. Enjoy.

1. When you're slyly thinking of ways to get out of staying at home during lockdown...

2. When you're at the party and it starts getting dangerously crowded...

3. When they all start rushing at you to say "hi"...

4. When you’re not so gladly forced to stay at home and depression kicks in...

5. When you start realizing you’re up to your neck in $%#& and there’s nothing you can do about it...

6. When you go into full panic mode because all the world’s problems are hitting you at once...

7. When you’ve passed the trauma of isolation and gone into full psycho mode, and now someone’s knocking on your door, but they aren’t wearing a mask...

8. When your ex decides to call you on NYE because he needs a date...

9. When you sardonically decide to wear an overused mask because you can’t go into the store...

10. When you’re out at a gathering but also awkwardly social distancing...

11. When you decide to travel during the pandemic and hope no one envies you for it...